The Scars of Our Nation

by Dave Pallone on October 22, 2010

On November 30, 1988 I learned firsthand what homophobia in sports was all about. That was the day the Major League Baseball fired me because I was gay. After 18 years as an accomplished umpire, 10 of those years with the National Baseball League, Major League Baseball decided there was no room for a gay man within their ranks. That decision by Major League Baseball twenty some years ago left a scar on the face of our national pastime.

Why do I bring this up today, after all these years? Well, it seems to me that there are many similarities to major league baseball, and the state of our military. When ‘Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell’ became law in 1993, it too left a scar. However the scar that was left this time was on our Nation’s face.

As a major league umpire, the integrity of an umpire is one that can never be questioned. It is what makes the profession what it is and has been since its inception by Abner Doubleday. However, how can one feel like they have integrity when you are forced to lie; lie about who you are, and forced to live a ‘double life’? This is what Major League Baseball forced me to do; to live in a box and to hide throughout my entire career. This is exactly what ‘Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell’ forces our courageous men and women of our nation’s military who happen to be gay to do each and every day they serve our country. They are forced to live in a box, become liars, and hence throw their integrity into the trash. I have never served in our military. I have the upmost respect for all the men and women who serve our nation with honor, dignity, and for too many give the ultimate sacrifice. That said, how can I possibly respect those in our military (and for that matter in major league baseball), who force those of us who happen to be gay/lesbian to lie to their peers, their family, friends and most of all themselves on a daily basis? How can WE as a nation, a proud nation at that, allow this to be (in the case of our armed forces) law?

The fact is there isn’t an athlete or a proud member of our armed services, who checks his or her sexual orientation at the player’s entrance or on the battle field. Due to the homophobia in the game of baseball and in our military, players and members of our armed forces have been forced to live double lives. Only others who have lived in the closet will understand the struggles these men and women deal with on a daily basis. Constantly lying about who you are takes on its own life, and the stigma on homosexuality makes it even harder.

Ever since Abner Doubleday invented the game of baseball, there have been players who are gay. That is the same with our armed forces. This will never change. The question is whether they can be open about their sexual orientation, and remain in the profession they truly love. We must realize that once the first step is made, the stigma – and for that matter, the witch hunt – goes away, this story will be dead.

Thanks for reading, and remember,

Never Strike Out



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Chris in Tipton IN October 22, 2010 at 8:33 pm

Wow…..very well said. I don’t think I can add anything more than that! VERY Powerful…..

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